Welcome Unemployment

God must really have a plan...

I've been thinking about this for quite sometime now, but I did not have enough eagerness to spill it out (because I know that I can handle/manage it); and most often, it's enough for me to write something about it rather than doing it.

Not until love came and ruined myself as a strong-willed person and a good employee...but I'm not blaming anyone...it was me who did this and I pity myself for making a foolish mistake.

A friend of mine told me that never bring your personal life at work and vice versa...and I said and that was the thing I overlooked...

Actually, it's not just love that triggered me to stop, it is also: my longing i have for my parents, getting homesick, getting sudden sickness, missing friends, etc...

I'm just happy that I have great and supportive bosses...I indeed learned and realize alot of things in life...and to be a better employee... THANK YOU!!! I want to commend you both for your being a GREAT mentor/leader.

I also want to thank you for appreciating me on how I work even for the last time. Letting me handle the night shift was indeed a challenging yet worthwhile experience!

Now, I am stuck with questions I could not answer, and if I do, I don't wanna answer them:

Will I ever find another job?

Is it in Cebu or Dumaguete?

If in Dumaguete, What will happen to my long dream of joining CBS?

Am I ready to leave my friends in Cebu?

...and so much more...

what do you think? Should I stay or go back to Dumaguete?